Most of you probably aren’t even following this anymore. I am not quite sure what possessed me to even write today. My life has changed so much that my love for fitness isn’t quite where it used to be.
I barely go to the gym. I do walk as much as I can though. California is pedestrian friendly. Whereas, the parts I was from in Louisiana, an automobile was a necessity. There was no way I was walking out there. The weather here is pretty legit right now. Fall weather is amazing, just as an FYI.
The love I have is purely for my husband. That man is my everything, so much so that I don’t really find enjoyment in hobbies at the moment. I just love being home, and doing my wifely duties and being a dog mom to our little man. I am not going to lie, I get pissed off about always cleaning LOL, because I work full time as well as my hard working man. But there is a solemn of peace knowing that this is my life now. I love being his wife. I love having assurance, security, and a routine. It’s our life. No one else, just us. Don’t get me wrong marriage comes with it’s own tribulations (as the bible states) but its’ our tribulations, it’s our love, and our family.
Appreciating that aspect of life sometimes takes time. But I remember what it felt like being single. Sure, I had loads of freedom. But I always wanted my person, my family, and my vision of what life should be for me. I traveled, I met personal goals, I had fun, I dated, I worked, I did what I thought I needed to do for me… but in all that I always needed Jehovah and a love of my own. Now that I have both, I feel fulfilled. There will always be ups and downs. Yet, that’s the great part. It’s with the same person and when you get through it, you both are that much stronger together and more in love than ever.
I listened to an excerpt of a video today. On that podcast, the guy stated that you cant fall out of love with someone you have a connection with. >>How true<< You always love that person and are in love with that person no matter if they hurt you. There are others that you have loved a long the way and never forget, but if you don’t get that feeling or have that connection.. it was never true to begin with. And that’s how it is with my husband, when I knew that I wanted to marry him, it didn’t matter what we went through, he was the only man in the world that gave me butterflies, that made me cry happy tears, and made me fall in love more than the day before. Love is not all roses, but it is worth fighting for when you know that you cant live without that person.. you can try to run from it but there is no denying when you see that person that they are your person, our everything.
So, as of right now my current life is more interesting to write about to me versus fitness. Even though I love it and there are tons of information out there, you can always visit those sites… as for my site, I write about that is on my mind and what I am completely devoted to. Writers block is real, I cant write about Fitness in a way that I feel even made a difference to others.
If you don’t want to follow this blog or read it that’s OK, like I said, I write about my desires, passions, and happiness… Fitness is just not my priority right now. I eat healthy, I am active, but not a gym rat or fitness obsessed. I’m a Mermaid that Lifts the Wifey life.
Hope you enjoyed my rant, agape love xoxo.